Actually I've had a number of killing dreams; but the one that I have the most often involves my best friend. I care for him a great deal that I wish our friendship would be more. But in these dreams (tipically observed from 3rd person) they start out where the two of us meet up somewhere and are glad to see each other. We talk and laugh (incidently these particular dreams tend to be with no audio) when out of nowhere I kill him. The meathod of killings ranges from conventional (shooting or beating) to abstract (often involving fictional weapons and objects). The dream terminates abruptly when I wake up realizing what I did; which is usually after his lifeless body lies there, but I've never seen my dream-self's reaction (so I don't know if dream-me is happy/sad/whatever. What does it all mean? What should I do?