As I spoke of Peter to my neighbor who is a pastor and who has guessed I have some issues with God, I admitted that I have never greived over anywone, my parents included, like I have Peter. Peter has left such a mark on my life that I figure no one else ever will. Whether itis healthy or not I think I'm moving into he the anger stage of my grief. Why didn't Peter go to the doctor sooner? Certainly he was more important to us than any news event.