I am not a doctor and my opinions are strictly that, my opinions. I have limited knowledge regarding psychological conditions but the ONLY person you should consult for medical advice is your doctor(s).
You are focusing on other people. Perhaps you should turn your focus inward and worry about yourself with the same intensity you demonstrate in the message I am replying to.
THIS IS JUST MY OPINION AND YOU SHOULD NEVER TAKE ANY ACTION REGARDING YOUR HEALTHCARE WITHOUT CONSULTING YOUR PHYSICIAN(S) - you may be in a manic or mixed phase of bipolar disorder.