Hi calibar1122 and thank you for your question. Here is a response from the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:
“Your situation sounds very overwhelming, complicated and painful. It is not uncommon for people who feel alone, trapped, and in such pain to think about suicide. Your problems appear to be more than you can face alone. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline would like to do everything we can to get you more care and support to help you cope with the many challenges you are facing. We will work with our local crisis call center serving you to see what help is available in your area. Please contact the Lifeline by filling out this form --http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/about/contactform.aspx --so we can follow up with you as soon as possible.”
Note: If you are in crisis, the National Suicide Prevention Hotline phone number is 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
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