my chol. is189. my md. said my LDL  particle number is 2923.very high.lipids 101 high.above optimal..hdl-p.24.8...that is low.my small  LDL-P 1867 very high, normal,,<527is normal....LDL-F is   19.bl..  triglycerides is 256   also high....what does this mean? i have a right to know....i'm tired all the time ,depressed, trouble sleeping,..my hair is coming out...i cry alot...i  am an  r.n. but the heart is not my area .help me...i have alot of stress........i am 57 yr. too young to go. i have 18 grand kids understand? i am blessed in many ways..help.what does all this mean?