I am 20 years old and everyone is telling me this should be the time of my life but I feel I am at a wall of heartbroken sorrow. I have had a great happy life. I have a beautiful little boy named Rick and God sent this angel to me to turn things around and show me the way. I live with my Grandmother who does not have much work and my granddad that has worked hard his whole life and is 64 still working hard to provide for my grandmother and me. They both work really hard to support me and help with my bills. I though I would not be this person I am today but I am very proud of myself. My husband married me when I turned 16 and was with me when he was 19 and I was 14 feeding me lies of love that turned to lustful hate after we were married. I believe in only one husband that will treat me right takes care of me, to love me and cherish me like I would do and did to him. I was fooled by the serpent at a young age. I have learned allot from him about this world, he opened my eyes to the cruel people. My husband made me do thing to prove my love and that’s where it all started. It was a great down fall in my life and I would not take the things back because it lead to having the most amazing thing I could have been blessed with. I got pregnant before the marriage because I loved him and thought he loved me I wanted to have a Family. Later on in my marriage after a year of love and family he got tired and wanted something new to being it was then I found out who I really married and why he choose me. He choose me at a young age because I have never been deceived my eyes were still closed and I would do whatever it took to keep him happy. I grew up in a hard life and learned it takes two and you have to work as a team to accomplish anything. I helped him allot and thought he was helping me too, he took me out of school and put me in his house to clean, he told me he would prove for me and I would not have to work I thought the world of him for taking the weight off my shoulders. I was deadly wrong. He bought a two story house and put me and my son in it, worked a full time job and worked as a volunteer fire fighter part-time. I stayed home and took care of our son from birth from the very moment he came into this world I knew I was his protector he was wearing just a halo when he came out. He is my angel the love I have for my son, is the love and gratitude I have in my heart for God my father and Jesus Christ my lord in savior. I could not go out nowhere but to mine and his families houses, my girlfriends had to come see me at the house. That was his way of checking them out and finding out which ones were my real friends and which of them were just friends. He tried to be with my friends while we were married, some of them befriended me and slept with some even for money. This came to my knowledge when he tried it on the wrong friend, she confessed to me what he had tried to do and I then confronted him as a wife hurt and confused. He promised me and I believed him. I feel from that and did not believe in him no more after talking to all my other friends and they confessed. To know how many times he did it and I never found out until my true friend told me recently after he asked her. He had me on drugs before my pregnancy and he temped me to do them again a year after my son was born. I did wrong I felt like I was free when I was on them and then he took more advantage of me which I let him he was my husband who I loved and wanted to keep it that way. There was three-ways and four-ways while drinking and on drugs for a year. I know now I was doing wrong while trying to do what was right. He finally found who he wanted to be with and it wasn't me, but it was one of our partners. I thought she was my friend and she and he feed me lies for a couple of months. She got me in trouble with the law and convinced her male friend to run me and my mother off the road had I pined in my car and he punched me she was with him while this happened. I and my husband split up and he took our son to his mothers with him. One night he agreed to meet me I took my son out of his car seat and put him in my car, my husband chased me home I called the law and they met me at the house. I have already gone throw to much so I left my house for the night so I and my son would be safe with family. I came back to the house with the sheriff to find my husband had already got there and asked the sheriff to take me off the property with mine and my sons belongs. So I left with what he wanted me to have. He moved his new girlfriend in our house and began taking care of her while my grandparents did everything they could to take care of my and my son. I got in some trouble one night leaving the house with my son and Social Services stepped in and took my son. So I knew I messed up big time and now my husband had my son. I allowed him to visit my son at McDonalds and feed him and talk to him but I didn't get the same respect when he got little Rick. He had my son 3 months before we got custody set up to I could see him again. Once I had him from week to week everything was fine I didn't make my husband pay child support because I was supporting him the week I had him and he would support him the week he had him. Eventually, he took my son again saying my friend were a bad influence they were but not with me and my son. He and his girlfriend were also hanging out with the same people but they were not bad influences on them so they say. I did not get to see my son for 5 months, because money was an issue I tried for a year to get a job but failed so I went back to school and now have only 1 test until I get my G.E.D. Finally I went to court got my son November the 7th until December 18th when he did the same thing again, this time our divorce papers were drawn up and he did not like what was in them, so I missed the 2 Christmas's in a row, this being his 3rd Christmas. We went to court this January 8 to find the judge was in my favor and I would be getting my son back so we could finally have Christmas at the King house. The social worker was closing her case because she did not find I was neglecting my son or abusing my son, that same day she was closing the case my husband came in there to make another allegations this time molestation so the judge said I was to get my son January 14 and now Social Services has stepped in and I cannot get my son until the case is closed. I am a sad heartbroken women with a great family support system behind me who has tried and tried so hard some put 110% to help and all the bill and cases are adding up it is a very big burden for my whole family to hold and we are trying to fight for my son to have him in our life. My husband brain washed me when I was with him and I am scared he is going to do this to my almost 3 year old son, I want him in my life I want to protect him but my husband is a very slick man and he get the best of us every time. I would like to ask for your support in any way possible I'm not asking for much if all you can do is pray, pray for me and my son keep us in your heart. Please and Thank you.